*reaches out hand and yells "Noooooooo!" way too dramatically*

I go back to work on the 6th... was it really 18 days ago that I went on break? That fast? It almost maked me want to quit my job, I enjoy this freedom too much. Ahh...but the money you say... yes, it is lovely to get 350 bucks every couple of weeks, buy things I don't need, have no money two days later... I guess I'll never quit.

But fuck I want a career, or a job that interests me. One where I say more than "What size of coffee is that? Do you want Art Haus (dark), Belegante (medium) or Opale Noir (extra dark)?" I want to say things like, "Yes, that book was amazing, I'd recommend it in a second."////"Oh, I met the writer, brilliant mind."////"Oh, I'm glad you liked my book/painting/anything I wish I could excel in at a professional level."

I WANT MY OWN PLACEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEuugghhhhhhhhhh. Gawdd.

Crap. I'm so tired...I stayed up so I can get this sleeping schedule (if you'd even call it a 'schedule') back on track. I woke up at 8:30 last night...I should be okay right now. There's just something about seeing the sun come up that just takes the energy right out of you. It doesn't happen right away, it ebbs into you like (insert something that is seriously ebbing here)..then you're like, Wow sleep would be the most wonderful thing in the world right now. If I just close my eyes for a minute it would be okay. NO...GET IN THE SHOWER. So I did. Now I'm clean and tired.

What's the exceptable hour for going to bed? I'll convince myself it's 7/7:30ish. Or I'll do what I /always/ do, and not be tired anymore tonight. It comes and goes like (insert something that invariably comes and goes). Energy high, energy  low.  I'm, right now, in the middle. Thank God -- even though, I'm happy to say, I am not religous. I'm more...religulous.

There's a show on tv right now about a 6 year old girl who was brutally raped and murdered. That's brutal I'd say. How could someone do that to a child? I'll never know, but people do it all the time. About 1 in 10 sexual assaults in Ontario are reported. (How would they know if it wasn't reported? How weird.)

I'm just writing now because it is keeping me half alert. I'm also on dictionary.com teaching myself things...yay for learning. Since I'm not in school I feel useless..like I'm dumbing down. It feels horrible.

Lindseys resolve to get back on schedule was not quite as strong as mine...she fell asleep at about 9:30. Maybe 10. She will most likely wake up right before I go to bed...it will be harder to sleep then. Fack.


Life is weird...

    
         So I'm sitting here at my Moms.. so not used to the size of her computer screen. It's got to be at least 24' and compared to the laptop I've been using lately, it's the size of the WORLD. Anywho, I'm waiting for my Mom to get home from darts sop we can set up the Christmas tree. I don't live here, but I think I should be a part of it anyways, right? I'm staying here on Christmas Eve, so I can wake up and watch David and Mer open their presents from me.

Marissa update: She' at a really nice umm..what's it called, a something home. But she's only there for 6 months. She comes home for holidays and such. She's doing good.

And so am I! We get laid off at work on the 12th - the students leave over Christmas so really, we have nobody to feed. Which is great, because then I can play with my friends! Haha, haven't said that in awhile. I really want Kat and Jon to come over and play GH4 at my Moms with me sometime. It'd be great; Jon can sing, Kat can...do whatever she likes to do, and I'll dance. Haha no, I'll play whatever else is left.  Maybe Lindsey will drum, she likes that. Then we can eat all my Moms fruit in the kitchen, and then some. It'll be good times.

I had my birthday party at my Aunts, it was weird, like always. But I got cake and some presents -actually I got a really nice sketching set from my Aunt Michelle. Thanks, Aunt Michelle! XD
Okie..byee.

I was bad, I went and bought myself Guitar Hero World Tour XD
And I LOVE IT. I have it for XBOX360, and my Mom has it for Wii...I go down to her house sometimes so I can drum and (try to) sing. I only have to one with 2 guitars, but I like the guitar best so it's okay.
I work from 4-10 tonight, but on the way home I get to pick up Ashley so she can come to my [Lindsey's] house and rock out. I beat it on hard already, so now I'll go for expert. I finished the Twilight series, it was pretty good. Saw the movie on friday..it as really good. A lot of people said they didn't like it, but I think you'd have to read the book to understand a lot of it. Lindsey said she wasn't going to read the book but when I got home from work last night she was doing nothing less than that. And she likes it! Score!

I'm not looking forward to work tonight. I like my work, but there's this one guy I always have to work with..picture this:

there's a baby crying, you realize it must have a dirty diaper. So you open the diaper and OH MY GODDD. Now freeze your face.

That's how he looks at me all the time. I never did anything to him, he's just so not a people person, but apparently especially dislikeful towards me. He tells all my co-workers I'm stupid, and they, of course, they tell me what he says because they all know he's an ass and I'm not dumb. He starts at 5:30, so when he comes in I'll just let them know I'm not working at Gord's with him anymore, I'll work at Leonard Hall when he gets there.

I think my work is cutting it pretty close to the child labor laws lol...last night I did breaks and on cash there was some 15 year old girl (which isn't so bad), and a 14 year old guy in desserts. COME ON...14?? That's insane. And he didn't know what he was doing. I couldn't blame him, he's so young!  

I can also sing The Middle - Jimmy Eat World perfectly :D I can't really sing anything else so this makes me proud.

    Was watching the Fifth Element.


Played Wii all night at my Mums. I have to go there tomorrow, Mer will be going then. She still doesn't know..God. I guess the place is just outside Kingston. Not really sure...guess I'll find out tomorrow. Or in like 7 hours.

    Called in to work just in case I have a sad day. Never know.
I'm reading the 4th book in the Twilight series, Breaking Dawn. LOVE IT..gawd. Those books were way better than I thought they would be. But I don't really read them for the romance like it seems most of the giddy 14 yr olds are doing, I love vampire novels...mmm. Love'em.

K..should sleep..

     So today I turned 19. A milestone, another brick in the wall, my twisted transistor. I went to the Casino, and it was okay while I was up...but then I got down...120 dollars down. But I still had 20 bucks of my birthday money left; bought my first pack of Podium reds, king size - Bruce (he works at the store, awesome Vietnamese accent) gave me a free kinder egg because it's my birthday and all...he also asked "If you like dirty magazine because you old enuff to look at?"  And I said no thanks. He's great. After that I went to my Moms and Dusty, Lindsey, Josh and I played the wii for a long time. Dusty and Josh left, Lindsey and I came home....end of story/?



NO.



The other night the power went off...and on...and off, and on. NOW my computer (I'm using a laptop right now, my poor, beautiful petunia of a PC is internet-free) has decided not to turn on. My keyboard is dead, my mouse is dead...and my motherboard is MOTHERSHOCKED, and I'm motherpissed. It won't turn on...well it does. But it is deciding that it's not connected to anything...a screen, my LIFE. omg I think I've had an aneurism. 
Good thing I'm using the laptop so I can talk to my friends...like JONNYYYYYYYYYYYY jonny WOOP jonny WOOP WOOP jonny. I should visit tc soon.


And I'm back.

Birthdays kind of put me in this mood where I'm trying to be happy but something inside is going, "No, Mychelle...no be happy. You stressed. Make angry face. Here...have a headache. No, no laughing... now zone out. Good job...here. Cry. Now."     Or maybe it's all this stupid shit that;s been happening... but I thought I let out all my crying the other night. You have to do it once in awhile...it was a bad day, and Lindsey is so /wow/ that she sat with me for 3 hours while I was being a freakin' baby.


So CAS is putting Marissa in a permanent home on friday. The other night she was freaking out so bad...her eyes were so empty. I thought she was possessed. We told her we loved her and want to help her, we want to keep her home. I had to sit her down 3 times after she tried to run out the door. She threw everything she could find: computer hub, wii paddle, photo album, coffee mug, cell phone, end table (which clipped me on the shin pretty bad). I just don't know what to do. She is getting suspended from school, smoking pot with her friends, stabbing things with knives, destroying peoples cars?!  CARS? Come on... I just don't know what to do. It's been getting worse since she was younger, her Dad had bi-polar and I guess they're testing her for it when she turns 15.  But CAS won't let her stay any longer so they're putting her in a permanent home... now she's going to grow up thinking her Mom gave her up and nobody cares about her - which, regrettably, is what she thinks now- I just don't want her to go. I don't want her to go....

I bought her an iPod for christmas...what will I do with it. Keep i forever I think. This just doesn't feel right..
I hugged her last night and held her for an hour..she told me she knows she's bad and she's sorry, she loves me, she loves Mom, she regrets everything. She put another hole in the wall today. She doesn't know she's leaving friday.


Birthdays appear to suck?

work was  good. been writing a lot. working a lot. loving a lot. kat looked good in her costume in TC. I saw the pictures. I'm watching The Devil's Advocate. It's good. My birthday is in 15 days. I'll be able to buy alcohol.But I don't really drink. My bangs are getting longer.

night.

So yeah, completely pointless title. But the song is stuck in my head. Screw you, Whigfield!

I'm a lot better than I ws a couple of days ago. I did fun things this week like... watched 2 QE basketball games, sat around in Sams basement, picked Angie up from her chicken house (KFC), and cruised around. Brittany straightened my hair, and made me realize that there is nothing stopping me from beheading my crappy old straightener RIGHT NOW.

K, I just did it.

No, her straightener is MAGIC (like...*poof*)..love it. I can go buy one, since I just checked my online banking, and I currently have $605.41. Go me, hard little worker. I'm going to the chocolate factory tomorrow, in Smiths Falls, with Brittany, Lindsey, Asia and Sam. I should be sleeping, fack. (F.A.C.K. F.A.C.K. fack...facking facking freak me...///k sorry I have Eminem stuck in my head now..) I found an old book of mine, with all this poetry in it that I hardly remember writing. It's pretty good, but I don't really like showing it off. :) It's more of a private thing. I gave a couple to my Mom over the years, and she posted them on her damn facebook. Like..what a douche.

My hair is down. I look like Claudia Schiffer.
Kidding. Random.
I'm going to buy lots of chocolate tomorrow...I've never been to the chocofactory before...I've been to the Wilton Cheese factory. Gotta love the curd. Curd is a weird word. That rhymes. I'm overtired.
I wrote a poem about being tired once..I was at work, tired, and bored. I like it.
                                                             K...I'm babbling..
Kat, I love love your mouse.
Night Night...

It's been a horrible day for a million and 6 reasons...

I'm still sick... (Katyaaa... lol but it's ok because you have a kick ass mouse)

It rained

Gords was really busy...it's never busy...my feet hurt

The coffee machine blew up at me, and broke

The big industrial fridge turned off...then back on, then off again. We had to move everything to the other hall...

Lindsey's really sad (that's 999, 990 reasons right there)

I got in two fights today, with the same person

I don't have a clean work uniform for tomorrow... or a way to get one clean. Short of hand-washing..ick.

I worked until 1:45 am.

Everything sucks.

Everything sucks.

EVERYTHING REALLY SUCKS.


But I'm going to stop whining and hope that tomorrow will be a MUCH better day.
Hope.

      I had a pretty awesome weekend. Many things happened: Sam came down from Peterborough on friday, and after work we spent many hours in her car driving around, eating Taco Bell, signing one of those world hunger sheets, and sticking it on the wall at Taco Bell. See if you can find "Mychelle, Lindsey and Sam" on our Taco Bells' wall..haha, good luck.  I worked saturday, but not before going for another drive with Sam, Lindsey and Dusty. Dusty wanted to bang an old man we saw. Well, that was my interpretation of the situation. Then they drove me to work. After work we drove around some more. Lindsey bought me some shirts, we went to Shoppers where I bought Dayquil/Nyquil...for a cool 14.99. And some honey/lemon Halls. Thanks for this sickness Kat..I oughtta. 
     OH YEAH...on friday Lindsey and I went on our date. We had planned on going to the Copper Penny, then we found out that my Mom, Chrissy, and my sister, Marissa were going there too. But we love that place too much, so we went anyways, and sat at a different table lol. But we got them to drive us XD. Right before dinner we went into the pride store and I bought a belt, mittens, and a scarf. YAYYY, maybe I'll post a picture, because I'm so cool like that. For dinner I had the best ravioli ever, and Lindsey had fettucine alfredo,like always. :) We stayed the night at my Moms house that night. XD
      On sunday I accidentally slept right through work, being sick and all. But they knew I was sick from the night before. I used my right hand to swipe student cards, and my left for the kleenex box. I'm feeling a little better now though. Sooooo on sunday I went to my Aunt Nancys dinner with my Mom, and other family members, and ZOMG it was awkward, and yucky. Like most family things we do. But I mean, even the turkey was gross, I wouldn't touch it. Only good thing about the dinner was that Lindsey came with me. After we left there we came home, to Lindseys house, and had dinner here too. Needless to say, it was considerably better. There were even brussel sprouts. Then Lindsey had to go to work... so I went to my Moms for the night.
       But right after I got to my Moms house, Sam and Angie showed up with KFC. I was sooo full. Two turkey dinners and KFC. I still cannot believe I'm not fat :/ .................. So yeah, we ate at my Moms, played with the cats, spilled a lot of pop and cleaned it up, I squeaked around in my shoes for a bit, and when we were satisfied we took to the streets. It was bedlam. We drove all over, and well... we happened upon this sign that said. "Kiss the banks goodbye, come to KCCU" so I pointed it out, and Sam was like. "I have to take a picture!" So she got out of the car to take a picture. I had the idea to rearrange the letters, they weren't even covered by anything. When I got to them Angie was like "Chelle! Take the banks!" . Banks is Sams' last name, so I did, I took them. Rebellious of me.
       So I got back in the car, letters in hand, and we drove away. That set us on a spree, we drove around looking for more, but there weren't really any stealable letters. Next thing you know, one thing led to another, and Sam and I are laughing our asses off in the front of the car, while Angie is trying to shove one of those Lotto signs with the numbers into the back seat. It took her so long, and she was banging it all over the place. She got it in the car, and we drove to the park. Took the numbers out, I raped it, and left it for dead. I wonder if the sign's still in the park? Then we visited Lindsey at work. She was having a good night. Angie bought 27 dollars in scratch tickets, and she lost on all of them, even the ones I scratched haha. And I usually win, sometimes, kind of.  Then they drove me to my Moms, I cut up my fruit for a fruit plate, and fell asleep on the couch.
      I woke up today...well technically yesterday, and started making my VERY FIRST PUMPKIN PIES. I had to make them quick so my Mom could put the turkey in the oven. Blah blah, watched tv, took out pies, watched tv, arranged fruit plate, watched tv, Lindsey's here!, watched tv, waited for dinner, dinner's ready!   Finally our feast was ready, there was too much to write here, because I've already written more than I think I should. Although, this is more for my memory than other peoples' entertainment, I guess. But both are cool.
      We ate, a lot, then we came home, to Lindseys, she had to go to work. I youtubed, and here I am. I should be sleeping. FUCK. ugh.
That was my weekend, now it's time to go back to work, since I thought I had tomorrow off, but nope, they called me in to work tomorrow.

      I think I'm getting sick...my nose is running like..gross. But I have this little Vicks thing that I have to stick up my nose and sniff really hard...it's strong but it works pretty well.  Nothing very exciting happened at work today...drew another funky picture while on the cash; washed some tables; blew my nose. That's pretty much the extent of it. Oh, there was lasagna, so I ate that.

      I have a pretty busy weekend ahead I guess. I get paid tonight at around 3am, oh the magic of direct deposit. I already have my pay stub so I know how much it is. Tomorrow I'm calling into work for a much needed date. We haven't gone on a date in awhile. Too long. Then saturday I work 9:45a--2:15p...4:15-8. I /hate/ split shifts. But I'm going out for lunch in between so I don't have to just sit around. Yay.
Sunday it's Lindseys Moms' dinner, good thing I'm done work at 2:30 that day. Finally, monday I get to go to my Moms' house...she makes the mmmbest turkey, and I requested brussel sprouts..love'em. I have tuesday off, for whatever I want. :D

      *Oh God...I thought I just navigated away from the page, I was all like :O Nooooooo!..but I didn't, so it's ok.*

      My coffee is empty :(

        AHHHH! I can't believe that after 12 beautiful seasons of America's Next Top Model...8 Wednesday, it has STOPPED AIRING IN CANADA...until Sunday. So stupid. So here I am, every week, waiting for the upload on Youtube; good news is there's this user that uploads it right after it airs. Yay!! I can't stop watching that show. They've suspended Canada's version, but I don't really care. :)

      I've caught word of some Theatre Complete drama...not the good kind. Which sucks, because there's this girl in there I would just love to...give a really big reality check. But otherwise, I miss TC, it was one of the best parts of my life. I really wish I could have done it before, I had grade 11, and 12 to do it, and I waited until the second time around. But I guess if I hadn't of waited I wouldn't have gotten sooo VERY VERY lucky as I did. I loved almost every person in that class. *tear* But definitely some more than others.

      Work today was super great...11-7, but I'm just happy to be home again. Lindsey's sleeping right now, I might just go crawl into bed as soon as I'm done watching ANTM, so that it's all warm and such. ^_^  It's hard to sleep when it's not. :/    I cannot wait until monday...THANKSGIVING. I'll give thanks..to turkey, sweet potatoes, and sitting on the couch. I even have the day off on tuesday. Double woot. I tried some green tea with lemon and honey today at work...I didn't even add sugar. Look at me, the healthfreak. :D Naw..but it was really good.  And I had a salmon and cream cheese bagel...the salmon wasn't cooked, but Jimmy (my work friend) old me it was good. And it really was...so I think I'd like sushi. Yay! I've always wanted to try it, but I didn't want to get it from some gross place, and never eat it again. So yeah, it was different, but good.

      I just talked a lot about food...but who doesn't love food? It keeps you alive, gives you something to poop out. It's great in every aspect :)



      

    

     I unbraided my pig tails and now my hairs delightfully wavy ^_^
I've no idea what I'm going to write about.
     Lindsey is leaving for work in about 10 minutes... I can't sleep without her here...that's why I woke up at 8 tonight,  ARGG!
Stupid people annoy me. (random)  I hate when people /could/ be smart, but they're just like "Eww, no I don't read books, they're so boring, and stupid." And I'm thinking...no...apparently you are.    Like, how can they sit there and make fun of me for reading, when they can't even do it? "Why do you read all the time, reading sucks?" ..."No, no it doesn't. And I like it..what's the problem?"

Isn't it funny how memories play games with you? Some of them feel like yesterday, and some feel like 3 decades ago, in a life that wasn't yours. When I was younger I remember coming home after school; my Mom said. "Chellybeans, don't come in the kitchen. David and I are making a surprise for dinner." So, eventually it was done, and I walked in and saw this big potato mountain, with meatballs and gravy all around it. "David made 'Davids' Rocky Mountain and Boulders'.", she said. It feels like yesterday, it tasted really good. He was four, and not in school yet, but now he's 12.

But when I think of dancing at Queens, in grade 10, it seems like something I might have done when I was five, like a really old, fuzzy memory. I remember cutting Marissas bangs when she was six, and I just kept cutting them to make them even, and they kept getting shorter and shorter. I wanted to show my Mom how responsible I could be and such. She never got mad at me, just disappointed. But not for long, because I always had a way around her. I would talk in French.."S'il vout plait, Mama?", with a cute face on. That would always work. I could always make her laugh sooo hard, then ask her something she would normally say no to. Always worked. I never cried, or whined my way into getting something, like some people I used to know. I always thought it made people look more immature, and that's not really the point you were trying to make, right?

I wish things with my Mom and I could be better right now. I'm going there for Thanksgiving. I booked it off work. She is making her girlfriend disappear for the day. I hope it goes well. I hate how no matter how much your Mom fucks you around, there's always this little part of you that loves her sooo much. It's confusing. But I won't cry. :)

      I've had a really good day today. Well I didn't get up particularly early or anything,  I woke up at 3, showered and left for work at 4:30. Work was great, I was at Gord's again, watching Final Destination and Jeopardy, selling really yummy salads, and feeling totally cool because I was drinking a cafe mocha latte. Which is pretty much just fun to say, and tastes like hot chocolate. Now I'm just normal me again, eating star bursts and BEING REALLY COLD..it's cold in here :(

     Something interesting happened last night: I had to pee. But I couldn't because I guess somebody (who I don't know) came over and 'accidentally' dropped an ounce and a half of speed..(I know right?!) in the toilet, and it clogged... I don't even know what speed looks like? So we had to wait 3 hours for him to come back with this thing that would grab it. I was sort of not paying attention to any of these happenings..I was actually writing yesterdays' post. But yeah, I had to pee sooooooo bad, and I couldn't. It was horrible.

     Lindsey's feeling better about her work now...she was really nervous about working the cash, but I visited her tonight (chicken salad and chocolate danish in hand) on her break, we ate, and she told me about how much better it's going for her. I'm so glad. I hate when she's unhappy. 

    Mmmm, strawberry banana star burst. BURST OF EPIC IS WHAT IT IS...XD

This week has been pretty interesting... I worked at a new division of our hall (I work at Leonard Hall), it's called Gord's. I worked an 8 hour shift but I pretty much sat on a leather couch watching Iron Chef, then Heroes. And drinking too many smoothies. I have like 3 shifts there this week...yayyy. But my other 3 are at Leonard..not so yayyy. Although one good, and embarrassing thing happened tonight. I was really bored at the Brock cash, and when I'm bored I just doodle. I usually just take one piece of paper and cover it in random crap. Well these two girls (totally cute ASIANNN girls *drool*) came up to the cash, then..
    Cute Asian #1 says:  Wow...that is SOOO cool...oh my god.
    Cute Asian #2: *looks at it..gasps* That is..wow, yeah soo awesome.
    Me: ....thanks *blush*
    #1: Are you here until close?
    Me: Yep..why?
    #1: Well because I want to eat, then come back and look at it again, and take a picture, then my life XD
    Me: Oh... *blush* okay..
    #1: See you then!!

What just happened? I cannot take compliments without feeling like a FOOLISH FOOLIGAN. It wasn't even anything, it's just this paper with a bunch of like...yeah, random things on it. But they were like /gawking/ over it, like it was a Godly thinger, and I was like... what do I say???
But yeeah, I kept doodling and they came back before we closed, said a bunch of stuff about how it just all goes together and it is weird how I have so many different line thicknesses with one pen. Do I go to Queens?? Oh, well I should apparently. :) So I can work on the newspaper. (me...gawking...WOW!). Then after a few more minutes of admiration, they left. I hardly said two words, except that I don't normally do art, just doodle. And apparently if I go to DeviantArt I'll be very popular...and they're going to look for me on it because I just HAVE to upload it to the site. Problem is I don't have a scanner :(

    I don't want to throw it out, that's what I usually do with my papers, so I took a cellphone picture of it, as low-res as it is. I'll try to attatch it or something :)


      You can't see it very well... behold the magic of my cheap cell phone ^_^

  So Homecoming was pretty great!  I got semi-drunk, watched a cop yell at some guys, made a human chain (so as not to get lost in the MEGA-CROWD!), stood in McDonalds for 45 minutes to get a sundae, called a cab with 4 cell phones at once (damn busy signal),  made guys kiss, made my friend stop kissing guys, ducked fireworks, sold 3 shots for 15 bucks, met 3000 people I don't remember, had copius amounts of high-fives. All in all, it was pretty damn fun.

  Lindsey got  job! It's good news, and bad news. Good because she makes money now, and has something to do. Bad because she works from 10 pm until 7 am. Which means that I go to work at 3, and don't see her until she wakes up the next day. It's going to be horrible to get used to :(  It's only her second day and look at me, trying to find something to do with myself. Wahhh. We're going apartment hunting soon, and I'll have my own messes to clean up...I like cleaning. I guess while she's at work I'll just have to read more, play more Sims...livejournal it up...when I can get the laptop.

  I'm going to watch 493 episodes of Heroes.

  Just finished watching Scarface, puhretty good movie. I just got a VERY SPECIAL EMAIL! The library has my book on hold. Woot! I'll definitely pick it up on the way to work tomorrow. It's New Moon :)

My friend Sam is about to scan and email her psych homework to me, so I can do it. I can TRY. Ok, it's in the email box... off I go.

  So my friend Sam came down. It was fun. Yesterday Lindsey, Sam, Asia and I spent about 5 hours just cruising around. We went to McDonalds twice, played a million songs (mostly with catchy techno-beats, so we could bob our heads), and did three thousand loser-laps around downtown/Queens' ghetto. Needless to say, it was a blast.
  I worked a cool 9 1/2 hours today, and they picked me up from work at 8:30, so we did the same thing over again..except we walked in a creeper park, and downtown too. Asia made some cds so we didn't have to listen to the same songs again. But we did anyways :) Sam's going back to Peterborough tomorrow, but she's probably coming back for next weekends' epic party. I heard today that about 200,000 people are expected to show up on Aberdeen (and surrounding streets), from like Ottawa, Toronto...everywhere. I hope Kat comes, I've yet to party with her, ever, but I'm sure it'll be soooooo awesome. None of the plans are finalized but there's a rough plan. Beer and Pancakes at 8 am; do whatever; drink at night..or just dance in the street, and scream and yell, and be crazy people. I say "and" too much. And I like it.
  By the way, CONGRATS ON UNIFORM HAVE-AGE KAT!!
                                  Always a pleasure.

So, since I'm brand new (like a beautiful pair of Converse All Stars still in the box), I'm going to try and figure out how to personalize my page. Kats' looks wicked awesome, and crunchy. Where as mine looks more...meh. And white. I don't have any pictures on this computer...or laptop. Annoying laptop. I honestly don't think I will ever get used to the mouse system. I can't make facebook graffiti anymore. *sob*  Maybe I'll just take a picture right now to put on it.

Today was a normal day: Lindsey woke me up at 12 and showed me some wicked awesome Youtube videos (just like every other morning); Iaid in bed for about an hour, when my coffee was brought to me..I'm kind of a brat like that?; got dressed..yay clean laundry!; put my uniform in my bag, and at 3:15 I left for work. That is how just about all of my days go, now that I'm done school, and hanging around for a year until big girl school. After work activities are normally more exciting: "Hey, we're going to a party! No I don't care if you worked for 8 hours, it'll be fun." And it always is. I'm not much of a drinker, I always find myself wishing I was sober when I crawl into bed. I don't drink very often; I drank last weekend, and before that it was... july? I guess I'll be drinking next weekend at Homecoming, with like 20 friends. Woot! But I think I'll just drink a little little bit, smoke a bong with Ash and chill. And sing "Ole, Ole Ole Ole...Ole Ole!", like we do every year. There're beer and pancakes in the morning, but I hate beer. So I'll fill up super-full on pancakes. ^_^

My friend, Sam, is visiting from Trent this weekend, which is cool because I haven't seen her since the end of August. We'll probably jsut drive around until...we're too tired to drive around anymore, listen to the iPod, argue about songs. Lindsey normally wins :P We always stuff ourselves with McDonalds, even though it's horribly bad for us. It just TASTES SOOO GOOD. I never said I was healthy. *lights cigarette*

I'm going to see if anybody has posted that new episode of ANTM...~ hope hope hope~

      So, this is my first blog ever. What do I talk about? Myself, I suppose.

      I'm having a horrible day so far. There is an hour and 55 minutes left in the day, maybe it will turn around in that time. :)
I mean, it's not the worst day I've ever had, by far. But it still sucked. I didn't even work today, weird. I woke up with a call from my sister who got beat up. So I had to go get her, and make sure her ass didn't get beat again. It didn't. I have this horrible headache, but I think the Advil I took will work soon :)
      But the worst thing of all... the only show I watch faithfully on tv didn't play tonight. ANTM /should/ have been on, but wasn't. I even booked the tv. Speaking of booking things, I am currently on the library waiting list for the Twilight series.. I will get books 2, 3 and 4 by about September of next year. I'm just going to buy them I think. 
      I miss people. Obviously I am with my favourite person every day, my girlfriend. But I miss other people.. at work I have like 2 friends. At home I have like..2. Other than that, everyones still in school, having fun. I was going to take another year of school and say I needed a higher english mark, but the truth is that I already have an 87. So it isn't really necessary. I'll just sit at home and wait for next September, when I'll possibly go to Trent and get my Twilight books. Then I'll have something to do. :)
      Anywho, this was my first EVAR bloglett. Pretty good for outletting anger I guess. ^^
      I miss TC.